January 2011
I lost two of my babies this week, i lost myself...
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Officially the worst week of my life.
My car got totaled by a guy with no insurance.
Then i had to put my dog down. I had that pup for eleven years. I haven’t been at my house without him here in over eleven years. I don’t even know what to do with myself. Almost every time i would come home the first thing i’d do is holler his name and he’d come running to the door, if he wasn’t already there. I’d...
I got t-boned.
And I don’t mean the steak. Car is totaled maybe. At the doctor now, I just hope I can have some pain pills, maybe that oxycotton.
So, tonight.
Tonight i got hiigh with mysister, we’re watching Blow. On Saturday night i got high and watched The Wall. I like watching movies like this. I also like eating chocolate like this. And i really wish i had some chocolate right now. I have an orea blast from Sonic in the freezer but fuuuck that’s so far away. There’s also some cake in the kitcvgen but how fuycking far away is that...
What about my problems?
So many of my friends have been coming to me with their problems lately. There is absolutely only one person that i care to help with her problems and her name is Patrice. If you aren’t Patrice then fuck off. I have got so much shit going on in my own life right now and i don’t want to add your ridiculous ‘secrets’ to that mass.
I walk around most days depressed with a big...
I need to get fucked.
dafttonyy- asked: D: That just looks so awfully painful.
I mean I wouldn't know, and don't plan on finding out, but wow.
I mean I wouldn't know, and don't plan on finding out, but wow.
dafttonyy- asked: D: That just looks so awfully painful.
I mean I wouldn't know, and don't plan on finding out, but wow.
I mean I wouldn't know, and don't plan on finding out, but wow.
Common sense.
It’s something that i posses. I wish that i could somehow test out of having to take this stupid course. You are nothing but common sense. THAT’S ALL THAT YOU’RE MADE UP OF. I’ve been sitting here letting it talk to me as i surf around tumblr and the web doing anything to keep me from taking a nap. I’d really really like to take a nap. I don’t have time,...
That awkward moment when your parents tell you to...
Anonymous asked: where is the shaving armpit guy from?
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Anonymous asked: where is the shaving armpit guy from?
Watchwildflower-:
bukkaketsunami:
Fuck the world
who is this beautiful creature
Mother fuu, i always forget this guys name but i am so irrevocably in love with him.
It's depressing.
Sex has been depressing me lately. In my current predicament i cannot have the sex that i want. I want it with only one person, the one person i can’t have. Any time i see porn on my dash or hear mention of sex it just triggers all these flashbacks of that wonderful night we had, and then come the scenes from the next mornings’ adventures. I don’t want to believe that i...
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For the sake of English.
Mommy? Are you my new mommy? Oh you’re pretty, hold me. Please hold me. No, i don’t want that man, i want you mommy.
I can’t believe they finally gave me a new mommy. I’ve been in that box for ages. I can’t wait to feel her warm fingers run across my sensitive screen. I can’t wait for her to utilize all my features.
Did you find the alarm okay, Mommy?...
I hate coming home because it means i have to...
I don't know why.
I don’t feel like being emotional on Tumblr right now. I have a huge burden on my mind but i don’t feel like sharing. All i want to do is smoke pot and sleep. Working is cool too. I want to get high, smoke hookah, sleep, and go to work. Can i drop out and just become the manager of Arby’s or something? I could be very happy at Arby’s.
It's time to spiral down.
Time to chuck everything, all these feelings that is. I think i’ll try one more time. After that however, all the feelings are going into a bag like kittens and into the Mississippi River wild they go.
Stress
I don’t want it anymore. Someone wanna come gobble up all this stress? It seems like one thing after the other keeps just laying itself down on me. First my guy problems which by themselves would have been enough to send me spiraling down. Then i notice that my pup, that i’ve had for about ten years, is looking very sickly and skinny. My car has been less than amiable with me lately,...
I hate what a whiny bitch i've been lately.
Why now?
I don’t think it’s the time guys. Two guys from my past have recently come out of the wood works and told me that they both regret not choosing me over their girlfriends. I really did not need this right now. I’ve got my own guy problems, i don’t care about yours right now. All i care about is that my relationship problems get resolved in the best way. I want to be happy...
Dermotology
I’m at my dermotologists’ office. His patients are primarily the elderly but every now and then he’ll get a young tyke like me come in. I end up being the only toddler is a room full of corpses. There’s one there, just there. Across the room. She hasn’t stopped staring at me since I walked in. There’s something to be said about such striking, natural beauty.